Jeopardy

If it isn't making you happy....
I did not have time for someone who at best, just wanted someone to listen, not really caring who it was, or the consequences, or the hurt.
I did not have time for someone who did not respect my time.
I did not have time for someone who ignored me.
I did not have time for someone who didn't really care what state I was in.
Then don't do it.
I had a hard time with people. Make a decision, stick to it. If you are using me, you are using me. If you don't want to, stop. If you don't think you are, why does it matter?
I really just wanted a cold hard decision, a mind made up. Maybe I encouraged this, but I hadn't asked for it this time. I had very resolutely stayed away until initial contact was made.
He doesn't want you anyway.
I thought about history, and I knew what it told me.
Not everyone is as honest and sincere as you are.
It was like banging my head against a wall.
If it isn't making you happy...