Thursday, February 5, 2009

Drowning in My Own Pool

It seems so stupid that someone who was on a high school swim team and certified as a lifeguard could be drowning.
But I was.
My heart was swelling and shrinking, fusing and ripping. It was in a constant state of flux. I would give up, and let go. Then it would come back and hit me in the face at full force. I would be happy, then I would be sad. I would be fixing it, and then it would break.
I was so overwhelmed.
The emotions made me so crazy.

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