Thursday, February 12, 2009

Right

How?
What?
I didn't know...I wasn't sure. Had I agreed?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I pulled him over. His body felt comfortable, it kind of seems silly to say, but it really did fit like a glove. The kisses were soft and sweet and fit me perfectly, didn't feel harsh or gross. Could it really be wrong? Somehow kissing him didn't seem like enough of a guarantee. So when he left, I realized I had no idea what just happened.
The shock. The shock on her face when she walked in.
I felt like I'd been caught doing something wrong, or as if she was angry.
I felt...like he hadn't quite won me over. I was waiting for that moment, to know when it was right.

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