Maybe

It's always a little bit of a shock to find out your love was a sham.
The more and more I thought about it, the worse and worse I felt. His lies came so quickly and easily. He had fooled me.
I guess I didn't see through it quite as transparently before. I didn't want to believe it.
He had probably lied that he loved me.
That was more than a year ago, but as I thought about it I cringed. Maybe he lied. He had taken the words back out of his mouth. Said they weren't true. Maybe they had never been true. Maybe it was all a careful ruse to get to me.
My heart sank.
I hadn't lied.
It was over, but it felt unreal. Now that every good feeling was gone I wondered. I felt myself suffering through these personal queries alone.
Maybe he lied.